Thursday, April 28, 2005
My mind has been a mess lately, what with EVERYTHING that has been happening around. Can't really organise myself and I'm sooooo tired....fatigued....exhausted....
Haven't blogged for 2 months...and with good reason. I'm too swamped with things that I can't seem to take a breather, not even a while. Moments of escapism here and there, but nothing to rejuvenate me and push me to face another dreadful day. What's causing all this, you might ask? Personally, it's a combination of everything. I'm not going to go into it now, but it's something I have to face up to. Only Allah s.w.t. knows. I've been taking MCs and UPAs out of necessity, but what can I do? Some days, I literally have to force myself out of bed.
Let's see, since last I blogged, I had my Sec 3 camp already. Cross-country is done. The NCC trip to Ledang is done. My Sports Day project is done (Thank God!) NAPFA testing is done. And guess what? Looks like I'll be CPE for BOTH the 'O's and 'N' levels....whopee. But then again, extra money for us. heh heh (It's all about the money, it's all about the dum dum da da da dum.)
The 4T2 students are a handful. How I wish they would come to the realisation that life is not about fun and games alone. How I wish they realise that any changes that should be made MUST be made now. They don't seem to realise that time is rather short now.
And now, my mum-in-law is diagnosed to have cancer as well. But Alhamdulillah, it's still in the early stages so doctors can treat it. She has to go for chemotherapy every now and then. We're hoping for the best, my dearie and I, and sayang, I'll always be here for you...
Revenge of the Sith will be released soon. Merchandising-wise, they started on the 2nd April. Both of us went down to United Square for the launch of the new line of toys and I racked up a total of $464 worth of purchases! Thank God for performance bonus.