Monday, June 27, 2005
Musings on the first day of the school term:
Why do I feel shitty?
Why do I feel tired and exhausted?
Why do I feel like I couldn't care less?
Because my students don't give a damn, should I?
Because I want them to change for the better, should they?
I want to make something out of them, but is it for me or for them?
And if it is for them, am I being idealistic?
If it is for me, am I being selfish?
Does what I do matter anymore?